The Episode: A True Story of Loss, Madness and Healing

Published in 2025
274 pages

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Mary Ann Kenny is an academic with over thirty years of experience lecturing in German in universities throughout Ireland and abroad. She holds qualifications in language studies, literature, philosophy, and psychology. Mary Ann has published journal articles in these fields and has translated several publications from German into English. Her memoir, The Episode, is her first book of fiction or non-fiction, and it has been well-received for its honest portrayal of mental health struggles and the complexities of mental illness.

What is this book about?
It could happen to anyone.

One fine April day, Mary Ann Kenny’s husband died suddenly while jogging near their family home. In the months that followed, Mary Ann – who had no history of mental illness – began suffering from depression, and then from a terrifying succession of physical and psychological symptoms, including the delusion that her young children had been harmed by her medications.

In this gripping memoir, Mary Ann details her descent into psychosis, her hopitalization, and her inspiring journey back to health and happiness. Drawing on her detailed medical files and on her own recollections, she has created a day-by-day account of what it is like to lose touch with reality while dealing with grief and living in the dreadful knowledge that everything you care about in life is under threat. The Episode tells the inspiring story of how Mary Ann recovered from her illness, came to terms with her trauma, and spoke truth to the health service about the limitations of medical psychiatry. It reminds us that anyone could end up in Mary Ann’s situation, while also showing that recovery and happiness are possible even after severe mental illness.

Written with the pace of a thriller and the insight of a great psychological novel, The Episode is a brilliant act of personal reclamation and an essential read for anyone who is interested in the workings of the mind.

“A must-read: it hits you right in the heart” —Katriona O’Sullivan, author of Poor

“Written in beautifully honest prose, and illuminated throughout by something rare and invaluable: the notes kept by those who dealt with her…. A gripping and important book” —Horatio Clare, The Telegraph